Good times, Bed times.

- i stay up late every night, just so I can make sure you fall asleep and be safe before me. :)


ever since that night during that camp when I left you hanging as you went to do the nightwalk alone, I felt so bad, I make it a point to stay awake so that I can make sure you’re fine before you fall asleep. :)

yesterday, 16/4/12, it was the first time I fell asleep before you and I didn’t even told you I went to sleep first. It was the first time I felt so sleepy and tired that I couldn’t even feel anything the moment I slept. I felt bad the moment I woke up, seeing how your messages were written in such a way that you were like, “where are you?? where are you?!”. Hahaha! It felt kinda cute and loving in a way. I’m sorry baby, but I was really knocked out yesterday! :( sorry about that. :)


I promise to make sure that I’ll sleep the moment I know that you sleeping safe and sound in future. :) 

:/

:/

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At least I know that I have to improve on a lot of things.. I just hope that I will be able to change in time. Just gotta start learning all over again.

I just feel like twisting my heart.

leilockheart:

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"Above all, don’t lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love."

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pavorst:

This is a poem to say sorry.
I did something wrong,
and I hurt you.
I am sorry.

I wish I could say it better.
But this is the only word
that they teach us.
Sorry.

I am sorry. 

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